From flab to fab!

I normally wouldn't post photos of myself wearing a bikini - actually I'd just never wear a bikini EVER!

But I've mustered every ounce of courage within in my to post this and it's quite scary really, I hate how my body looks after a multiple pregnancy and 2 c-sections but I will learn to love it again, I WILL.

Here are my shots from all angles at the beginning of this journey, I will do regular updates as my training intensifies and I get more confident with my diet and lifestyle changes.

Today:

less than glamorous and lots of work to do, I know I'm not fat but flabby and it depresses me. Even though I fit a size 10 I can't wear a lot of clothes due to the muffin top and the bits that poke out where they shouldn't - If only I could just transfer it all to my boobs and actually have some life would be grand!
Anyway thats all from me for now
Never give up!